Trigger warning: Honest conversation about Relationships and Masturbation
Hi my loves,
Even thought this isn’t the video I talk in detail about masturbation (next one it will be it’s 3 mins!) I’m travelling so I couldn’t use my laptop to upload the whole video. So tomorrow!
I m just telling yall my experiences and patterns with men and the men I chose to repeat the patterns of my tape. Basically me feeling more shit about myself and more in pain.
Only when I released this pattern could I break it from recurring. And I Am HELALING! I now understand what I actually way in a relationship. I want to feel love and even though my brain is programmed for liking pain I’m changing my patterns.
I am open to.love. I am open to healing. I am owning my sexuality. I. Am. Enough. 😌🥰😌🌞🥳
– Natasha Noel